Our Tainted Hearts part 2

A.n: Excuse for mistakes

All I knew from the rest of my life was I have never had any chilhood friends. My parents didn't allow me to make friends in my neigborhood. I believed if my parents hit me they would never knock my head down. The conclusion was I didn't have any record of amnesia or stuff that related to it. However I stil wasn't able to figure out who this guy was. Something that made me very stuck was his hug. The warmth that he radiated through my tremble body was just like how I used to feel. I hated my self for having a short memorizing system. My life was too miserable and complicated. I gave up and I didn't know this guy I told myself.

"Can you put me dowm please! I'm not a potato sack which easily can be lifted by a total stanger!" I protested.

He put me down and set his eyes on mine like a lion pry it prey and ready to tore it apart. I tried hard to catch my breath while this guy still landing his eyes on mine not moving even an inch. I snapped my finger.

"Are you trying to hypnotize me?" I demanded.
"You still don't remember me?" He asked with a pity face.
"No, I don't. I don't even know who you are , how am i supposed to remember you."
"Rebel Allison Willis the most individual girl in 7th grade or high school." He added.
"Stop calling me that ,nobody wanted to be friend with me that time. Who are you?" I asked him impatiently.
"You pissed in your pants when Mrs. Norman asked you to move your seat forward and I was the one who defended you and the one who wanted to sit side by side with you." He clued me.
"I'm sorry I don't take any hint. Just reveal your self already."
"Its me Luca. Luca Andres Morello." He put his hands in my body and shake me back and forth.

I couldn't believe in my eyes. I still didn't recall who this guy was. I didn't even remember my 7th grade memories even a single piece. Confused, afraid, and mad mixed into one in my brain. What had happened to me? Why did I so miserable? Had I forgotten all the kindness people have given to me? The heat reached my eyes making a stream down to my cheeks. I blamed myself for everything. My dad was right that I am his ungrateful daughter. My feet weaken making me down on my knees and cried.

"Rebel why are you crying? You okay?" He knelt down carresing my hair.
"I'm not okay at all. I don't remember who you are or the memories. I'm very sorry." I sobbed
"Rebel its okay. Don't cry dolcezza. I will help you remember me. I'm sorry for leaving you." He helped me standing.
"Leaving me? What do you mean?" I braced my self to face him.
"Its a long story Rebel. You'll be very mad at me if I told you why I left you." He turned away from my cry face.
"I have much time to be spent. If you tell me the story I promise I won't judge you olny from my point of view. I promise." I convinced him.
"I will tell you later Rebel. You have school. If I tell you right now you'll be very late."
"Its okay if I absent today. Nobody will be looking for me anyway."
"Your teacher will call your parents and you'll get beaten at home. I won't let that happen to you."
"You know everything about me?" I asked curiously.
"Not everything. Sooner or later I'll know you more than anyone else even more than your parents." He caressed my pink cheek.
"You promised. Meet me at the town park at 6 pm down the tree near by the swings. I'll be waiting for you." I told him.
"I'll be there dolcezza. Now go. I'll see you later." He kissed his good by to me.
"I'll see you later Luca. Good bye." I waved my hand and left him behind.
He stood still as he watching me leaving. I ran as fast I could wishing I wouldn't be late. If I enjoyed walking and imagining his green eyes on my way I would have late for school. I walked through the corridor. All eyes were on me. They saw me weirdly as usual and they whispered to each other. My eyes were swollen because of crying and my cheek was red because my dad slapped me. What a same old story. It repeated the same everyday. Nothing changed. The charachters were the same me, father, and mother. I hoped the author gave more characters , so my life would be more readable. School was just the same. Assigments, annoying friends and teachers who just pretended to care. All I did the the rest of the day was imagining Luca's face especially his eyes. I almost lost in his eyes. They were hypnotizing me. I couldn't wait any longer seeing his face. I meant his explanation. The bell home rang all the students gushed out of their desk. I had waited for so long the bell home rang it driving me crazy. It was 4 pm in the afternoon. I went to the locker room and put all books in.

"I hope you can make it till tommorow Rebel. I always send my prayer to you hope that your parent will not beat you pumpkin." Sarah and her play toys made fun of me. They bursted of laughing.

Have I mentioned that my life was perfect? Ruined parents and famous bully were included in my life. My famous bully was Sarah Marie Petterson. She was the captain cheerleader of Maryland Senior High School the place where I had to get education. She was blonde haired girl with striking blue eyes. She used her femme fatale to use all the boys and made them as her boy toys. What a pathetic life. All she did was demanding for fame and sabotaging every girl who tried to step her forward.

"Thank you Sarah. I hope it goes back to you." I answered her and left her like she didn't exist. I didn't care about my parents later at home or the pathetic Sarah. All I cared was Luca. I was thirsty of his explanation and hope that he would drink me a galon of explanation that could end my misery. I rushed out home.

"Mom? Dad? Are you guys home?" I called as I unlocking the door.
"You're dad is gone." My mom answered holding a bottle of Hennesey.
"Can you please stop drinking! This house is a mess. No different than a pig cage." I demanded.
"Its your job to clean it sweety." My Mom answered with her drunk face. She fell to the floor. What a perfect mother I ever had. I helped her standing and led her to the couch. I took the Hennesey and threw it on the bin. She fell asleep on the couch. Wringkles spread on her restless face and freckless chose to stay in her pale complexion. She slept soundless and peacely. I always love her for who she was and who she has been. My loved for her has never changed and will never be changed.

I ran upstairs to my bed room. I took all my clothes off and tossed it on the floor. I picked my towel and wrapped it around my body. I turned the shower on. I hit the shower and it felt so relief. Warm water hit my skin perfectly. I flexed all my muscles while washing my body. After finished showering I put my underwear, my sweatpant and shirt on. I pulled my hair into a messy ponytail. I couldn't wait any longer for Luca. I picked the key of my car and drove out to the park.
When I arrived, the park wasn't so crowded. Just few of childern playing throw and catch with their parents. I aimed to the tree. It was five thirty. Luca hadn't been there. I sat under the tree waiting for him to come. I fell aslepp.

"Rebel you awake?" A soft voice woke me from my sleep.
"I'm awake." I let out moan and yawning.
"It is dangerous for a gorgeous girl sleeping alone in the park." He smiled gorgeously.
"I'm sorry. I was so tired." I fixed my clothes.

"I'm sorry too for making you waiting." He helped me standing and we walked to the swings

We sat on the swings. The sky was so clear and blue but it wasn't so hot. The September wind breezed through my small body. It sent me goosebumps. I was ready to hear his story why he left me. I wouldn't blame him for what had happened. I would alter my ego. Worry drawn on his face. My little heart told me he was ready.

"You ready to hear the story? He asked me worryly.
"You ready to tell me the story right?" I questioned back.
"I'm ready." He smiled to me.
"We both ready. Take my time as much as you need." I smiled back.